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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
It probably has been more than a year since I last blogged, now, I've nothing to do so just blog la.
NOW, school is like mad and it's just filled with projects porjects and projects.

My class is just screwed up.There has been just so many things bothering me.
Nobody seems to be there at all. I know can always turn to Zi Xuan but I understand that she has her everything to care about and her life isn't going very smoothly as well.


My best friend in class is just so different. Relationship with her probably just changed in a week. I understand that you have your own commitments but can you understand that we've been through storms and earthquakes together and I've always been there for you. Never have I thought of leaving you. But because of just one incident, you left. Bits and pieces of my heart on the floor, nobody is there to pick it up. I try so hard to be okay and be the same in front of you, but I TRY, not that I want to. I wonder if you know how much you mean and have hurt me. Everything is DIFFERENT!

Everybody has their own problems and I don't expect anyone to be there for me 24/7because we are just friends. But ONE whole week, a week of hell, where were you?
I cannot stop but to question myself. I know you always tell me you're sorry that you cannot be there because you're somehow always out. But I would really appreciate it if you just listen, nothing more. You don't need to ask me not to cry and to cheer up. Just be that listening ear, it's more than enough.

Melissa Ong Li Rong

I so totally love her. She's been waiting for me after school just to talk to me. During lectures she's been there for me. Her words of encouragement soemtimes just lift me up to from my lowest valley.

I know that I'm so totally forcing myself to be where I don't want to be. Or rather, where people are just not of the same frequency. But where can I be? Alone? Back where I am hurt so deeply? NO WAY! Like what everyone else says, I'm so noisy, hyper-active, how is it that I can just stay in the library for 4 hours straight just to sleep. I know I just say my feelings but you can always ignore it.

I HATE MY LIFE NOW, NAN XIN IS NO LONGER NAN XIN. where am I? Do I really have to hide myself?